2/25/18 — all my guys

Krystal and I didn’t really last long. I didn’t think we would. She identified as a female which was a little hard for me to accept. She was the submissive one, which made it harder for me, who’s nearly completely submissive. Anyway, she broke up with me. Apparently we weren’t connecting as much as we used to. We weren’t even together that long. It was barely ten days. It doesn’t really bother me. There are other guys willing to be with me. I guess that’s what this journal entry is about. 

I’m a hoe.

There, I said it! I have three guys I’m currently involved with. Three guys! At the same time! Dwayne, Marcus, and Peyton.

Occasionally Dwayne and I meet up, smoke a little weed, and fool around, mostly blowjobs. I’m not all that of a fan of anal, and with his dick being as big as it is…yeah, I’d rather stick to oral sex. But it’s fun. I like being around him. When it’s just the two of us. He has a very loud personality that draws attention to us which I’m not a fan of. But I like how it seems like he actually cares about me. I don’t care what anyone says about him. I won’t drop him.

Me and Marcus have gotten closer. He confided in me a certain one of his fetishes that he and I share (which I may or may not say what it is in a later entry). He started talking about how he might be planning on coming out if we continue seeing each other. He practically asked me if we’d be boyfriends. Honestly, I don’t know how to feel. Because the moment me and him slap a boyfriend label on our relationship, is the moment it becomes exclusive, and I’d rather not cheat on him. He’s a really sweet guy. Just a few days ago Marcus and I had our first kiss and make-out session. I wish it was easier to make him cum. Like, I can suck his dick for over two hours, and nothing. Meanwhile he can suck mine for five minutes and I’d already be shooting my load. I love that he loves doing this stuff with me. When we first met I thought he was as straight as an arrow. Seeing someone like him doing gay stuff…I love it.

The last guy I’m fooling around with is Peyton. I met him…today. He was at the mall with Preston. The two of them met today as well. Peyton and I talked about how we both thought Preston was cute, and then we basically told each other that the other was cute. Only thing is, this boy’s sixteen. Three years younger than me. It’s not a huge deal. I just can’t tell many people because the age of consent in Louisiana is seventeen. Anyways, I needed to charge my phone, so Peyton and I walked to his car to grab a charger. And we made out before going back inside. We sat in his car making out for several minutes. After the mall closed, I went with him back to his car, we hopped into the back seat, we made out and I sucked his dick. I loved it. He’s sixteen and has a personality that would suggest he’s more of a submissive, but he was pretty dominant, holding my head down and choking me with his dick. It didn’t take him long to cum.

I’m sitting in bed. Thinking about how much of a hoe I really am. Three guys all at the same time. I think I’ll be hanging out with Marcus tomorrow. He says he’ll be home alone which I’m really looking forward to.

This journal entry was seriously a rant about how I’m sucking three dicks. Damn. Oh well. Nobody will probably read this anyway. Most people don’t want to read these long-ass paragraphs. But I don’t care. 

Goodnight, journal.
7:50 PM

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