I met with L**** last night. We seem to be similar in terms of sedation. Apparently Z*** was fixated on how beautiful I was at the service, which is so sweet. The week has been a whirlwind though. Both K** and Z*** had rough times and I felt so helpless. On top of that, I took my door posters down today. It was scary at first, but after putting them away it sent me straight into an anxiety attack. It was really hard to do. My emotions flared up big time and I wasn’t quite sure how to handle it yet I did. I also made a Saturday ER trip because of how dizzy I was. Guess I gotta be careful with…everything!