[207.1] ~*Mon – 02/26/18*~

[10:25 pm]

It’s still sorta early but to me it’s late. I’ve worked all day, got home and got on the phone with my friend and then with my mom which I just hung up with. I’m sorta pissed. I knew I should of been home when that dude came for the door. Hub had told me that the door was fixed but it’s the exact same as when I left this morning. WTF?! I don’t understand how it’s the same. Did they not understand what I meant?! Arg! Tomorrow is my one day off so I will prob sleep all day and won’t have the time to contact them back to see what the hell he did as obviously he didn’t fix my problem. I want to ask hub how it’s different but he’s in bed sleeping. I was so mad that I went in the bedroom and sorta woke him up but he just didn’t respond so blah!

My day was very long, I was super tired and I just wanted to crawl in bed and sleep. I’m still tired and feel that I don’t have any time. I know it’s not that late but I feel that I should go to bed right now as I’m tired but then I wouldn’t of done anything, not even watch a show or take a bath. A bath sounds super nice but I feel that I’m too tired for that or that it takes too much time.

I just remembered that I had said I would take a shop tomorrow if it wasn’t done and I just checked, no one done it so I guess I will have to do it tomorrow. That said, I will have to wake up not too late if I want to get that done for supper. I guess I should prob head to bed soonish and sleep early so then I’ll be able to wake up fairly early and call the guy that came to check the door to see what he did and do that shop. Blah! I never have a min to myself, always something that needs to be done, even on my one day off. I need that extra day, I just do.

This is just hard to write cause my heart is so heavy right now as I was just writing an email to the person in charge of tomb stones cause I should prob come up with the final details for my bro’s stone as spring is coming. I just have no idea what to write on it. I don’t want it to be just the same as everyone else but I just can’t seem to be able to come up with something.

While sending my email, I also came upon the answer from the association and remembered that I had told myself I would call them tomorrow. Gosh, I have so many things to do and no time at all. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I guess I should really head to bed now and get some sleep so I can wake up tomorrow and get a few things done.




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