Well, it’s started again. We made love last night and spent a lot of time with him making me happy. We felt emotionally close because we talked and talked about personal shit. I feel so low today. I’m scared there’s someone else again and that I’m going to lose him. I’m afraid I’ll lose his affection again. Maybe the sexual activity was caused by the weed we smoked. Of course it could have been the weed we smoked yesterday.