Today i came to know about this journal. I feel so happy that i can express all my thought which keep on coming all day which i should not share with any one. As of now i feel that no one in this world is genuine. No one is real. Its not worth sharing your feeling with anyone as no one cares about you. everyone is concerned about themselves or i must say that everyone is selfish in this world. I am 45 yr old but still find it difficult to lie. Not able to differentiate between friends and enemy. Not able to control my emotions sometimes. I am trying to change myself or i must say improve myself but find it hard to change at this age. It is affecting my personal and professional life badly.