it’s monday, march 5th and i thought about the way your face looks with your brows knit together. it makes no sense but you’re the most beautiful that way.
i’m tired of my “friends”. i never really believed in friends, i never really believed anyone could love or care about me and i really never believed i could trust anyone.
i’m tired of my family. they are no better than friends. they are cruel and judgmental.
it’s embarrassing but i miss you, golden boy, i always do. you make me feel light when my heart is heavy. wherever you are, i hope you’re happy.