Ian’s still acting like a lover or he was until that bitch said she was pregnant. Sweet, kind….every time I walk by he reaches out and hugs and kisses me. I don’t know what the hell’s gotten in him. He’s done a 180 and turned the 180 back to what it was. I can’t compete with her. He apparently thinks more of her than me.
Although I’m starting to worry. His sex drive seems to have tanked out again. 3 days and that bitch announces she’s pregnant. I wish there was some way I could get her out of his life. Every time he has any major contact with him she pulls something and he shuts down again. Maybe I should go ahead and put him out again. I’m still absolutely crushed and it’s making it worse that he’s shutting down again as far as sex goes. I’m scared. I don’t want to be alone but I guess I’m destined to spend my life alone. I want to go at him but he has his pants on and I can’t get to him to start something. I guess I’m just going to have to listen to everyone else and get rid of him.