Monday March 12th

We had a snow day today. I watched probably 10 episodes of ER. I don’t want to face real life. I don’t want to be in the real world. I just want to watch that show. My life is not  in a very good place right now. I am old. I look old. I am not young and cute anymore. I am ashamed at the thought of even trying. Whatever I had is gone now. I got back on Tinder yesterday, but I don’t think I can do that. I need to delete it. I don’t have the time or energy to try to get someone to like me. I have an appointment with Lisa tomorrow. I really need it. 

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