this is the first time I’ve done this since I normally just keep everything in my head until I can’t take it anymore. I constantly worry about others and would do anything for anyone but when you’re the one making all the sacrifices no one is there for you. Coming into college people said that you’ll find life long friends but realistically its only enjoyable for selfish people, people who only care about the stupid crap they can do and the crazy memories that can keep. no one actually wants to get to know anybody, have a actual conversation where you get to know the person for who they really are: their insecurities, what keeps them up at night, worst fear. I wish as 10 years olds instead of lying to us our parents just told us the world is cruel and people are going to stab you in the back. At least then when you grow up your childhood wasn’t a lie. I feel like were all good until something bad happens to us and then we have a choice: either stop being good because the world isn’t fair so why should you be or stay good, and I’m doing my best to be good even if it feels like no else is.

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