I don’t know what the right thing for me to do is. His actions or lack thereof have had me feeling like I am nothing more than a live in maid to him. We do NOTHING together aside from food shop once a week or so. At this point sadly, I think he would be just fine with me leaving and not coming back. ( Aside from possible frustration about having to hire someone to clean the house and take care of the yard. )
This life is not what he promised me. It isn’t even close. We were supposed to be spending life TOGETHER yet I am alone literally 98% of my freaking life.
I’m hurt. I’m angry and I can’t talk to him because I know damn well it will end up ugly just like the last time.
I wish someone could help me decide what to do….