well, for starters
this was my first full week at DAGV and it was long, tensions are high.
this upcoming week will definitely be interesting to say the least.
patty’s happened. I still get the feeling some friends don’t want others to know were friends..
// whats so wrong about me? //
trying this self tanner crap. i like it. eating better.. kinda trying too… also trying the gym trying.
went to timm and maddy’s house warming party, had fun but still felt like an outcast…. towards the end.
I’m happier but still painfully bare an empty.
I wish i wasn’t so blunt, i wish i wasn’t so empty at the end. i want to find my pizazz. my emotion.