During a fight Saturday I told him I loved him.  He didn’t repeat it back but he’s been a totally different man.  He’s been so devoted and caring…..affectionate as hell all the time.  He’s been absolutely wonderful.  Acting like a real man should.  He’s been drinking as usual but he’s been a happy drunk.  Yes he has an alcohol problem.  I’d like to see him quit but I’m not sure how to get that accomplished.  As long as he’s being so sweet I just can’t justify tossing him out on his ass.  I know I probably need to go to Al-Anon and I’m sure they could help me.  But I just can’t justify putting him out.

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