Saturday and yesterday Ian was affectionate all day long. Today Ian’s gone into the bathroom twice in one hour and taken his phone a beer and two ciggerettes. This time he’s been locked in there for 20 minutes. A couple of days ago he mentioned a girl that I saw had texted him and said they had a thing going and that she was in Europe and they had cypersex. I’m scared because all morning he’s been distant and hasn’t been particularly affectionate. I’m affraid maybe he’s hooked up with her again and they’re having cybersex while he’s hiding in the bathroom. I feel horrible that I can’t keep his attention. It makes me feel ugly and fat.