I am really struggling with life since I was 15 years old. But this past year it has gotten really bad. I don’t know how much more I can deal with. I have been struggling super badly with trying not to cut myself again. I haven’t done it in couple years but it’s getting really hard to not do it anymore. I really don’t know what to do about it anymore. I just want to cut so much to feel the razorblade go across my skin feeling that sensation. I’m craving it so much.