I’m starting to wonder whether joining Al-Anon was such a good idea. Ian said he was cutting back and only wanted me to get him a 4 pack. Thing is he drank the other 4 pack and the one I got today. They’re the tall ones…so effectively he drank 16 instead of 12. That’s more and I didn’t even realize it. He’s doing worse. I can’t help but wonder why. I can’t wait to get my check next week. I found a site that charges $30 to see their text records and who they’ve been calling. I can’t help but wonder if he’s having an online affair with the bitch or some other woman from his recent past. I guess I’ll find out. He’s just being affectionate and not much sex. I just don’t see how one day he comes at me a dozen times and the next he won’t touch me and is claiming he can’t keep up. Somethings up and I should have seen it.