blood don’t mean shit

My family is full of dicks. My mom. My step-dad. My aunt. All of them.

I hate holidays because it consists of us sitting around a table and the adults sit there talking shit about their children.

It’s Easter today and it was no different, obviously.

They were treating me like shit for not having my license yet and for sleeping over at Jordan’s house on my birthday. They honestly have no respect for anyone else and treat everyone like a punchline.

I’m temporarily living with my mom and I can’t wait to get the fuck out of here. All I have to do is agree on an apartment with Jada and we can fill out the paperwork, sign the lease, and I’m GONE. I don’t hate my family by any means but I really dislike the way I’m being treated.

Yesterday was my birthday and it was small since I literally have only 2 friends, but I still had fun. We played games and had cake. I got to go to my favorite restaurant too. And Jordan let me stay the night (nothing sexual.) Like I said in past entries, we’re just friends and really happy about that. There was one point in the night though that he was saying that maybe in a week or 2 if were down we could maybe hook up. I’m not sure if that’s a good idea. I kinda wanted to jump his bones a couple times yesterday but I’ve been good at keeping my composure. I think maybe if we aren’t regular fwb but instead bestfriends who have sex every couple months we could handle it. But I’d have to think about it. There’s a lot to consider. We do have great sex so….maybe. But idk. Anyway im gonna go! 

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