I suffer from anxiety that severely affects my everyday life and relationships with all that’s around me. I’m slowly gaining control over only because I decided I can’t do it alone, so I started therapy. With starting therapy it has help me open up more especially with my boyfriend, which in itself is hard cause I have an rough abusive past. I let my past define who I am today which is a way I can’t live my life anymore which is why this entry is titled the way it is. My past happened and I can’t change the bad that happened even though I wish I could but I also can’t let it change or define me as a person. I am who I am and that’s okay, I am good enough. I have my children and a man who love me unconditionally. What more do I need other than them besides self love and self acceptance which I am working on and will conquer.