I think the mental health system is finally failing me, and they’re all watching me slide through the cracks. Not quite catatonic, more dissociating. I feel like I’m about to burst…I’m in a real panic; I feel like doing anything but live this life. No desire at all to go to school, finish assignments or write my finals. No desire to do anything. Maybe I should just take sleeping pills and sleep now. One less day of this.