It’s been a hard few weeks for me in many different ways and reasons, but in the end it’s worth it. I’m actually starting to feel like my old self again which I haven’t felt like in years. I don’t feel the need to hide the real me like I been or even putting on a front that all is okay even if its not. I’ve made some dramatic changes in my life some that many wouldn’t expect. It’s time that I take time to focus on my well being too and all else will fall into place as well. I always felt like the black sheep or the odd one out and you know what that is okay. I may be damaged in many ways but I’m not broken I am still me and I am still standing. It hasn’t been an easy journey but that’s life, we live and we learn. My past, my fears, my insecurities will no longer define who I am or my future. I am a queen who found her king, he is my other half. With his help I found a strength inside of me stronger than I realized it was. And for that I will always be grateful to him for, he is absolute blessing in my life. I thank God everyday for him. The future is bright and joyous and whatever I want it to be. I love you Jimmy thank you for being my rock and my safe place. I love you to the moon and back infinity and beyond.