Well, the one person I thought was my friend through all this with Ian has bailed on me.  He’s cutting me off as a friend.  He told me to focus on my life and work on getting it together.

I tried getting fresh with Ian and he said to wait til after my doctors appointment.  I looked at the date and realized that it is tomorrow and not today.  I told Ian and tried to get fresh again and he just ignored me like I wasn’t even there.  Now he’s too tired.  He always turns me away when I approach him for sex.  I wish he would just cut me loose so I can find someone else who will have sex with me.

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