Well, the one person I thought was my friend through all this with Ian has bailed on me. He’s cutting me off as a friend. He told me to focus on my life and work on getting it together.
I tried getting fresh with Ian and he said to wait til after my doctors appointment. I looked at the date and realized that it is tomorrow and not today. I told Ian and tried to get fresh again and he just ignored me like I wasn’t even there. Now he’s too tired. He always turns me away when I approach him for sex. I wish he would just cut me loose so I can find someone else who will have sex with me.