I’ve finally realized things are over between Ian and me. He uses every excuse in the book to not have sex with me. It’s just figuring out how to get rid of him. He isn’t physically attracted to me any more and doesn’t love me either. He won’t initiate telling me he loves me. I have to. How do you get rid of a man that won’t leave? I’ve even tried calling a lawyer today. I believe he is cheating on me during the night with the rich pregnant bitch. I just wish he’d leave and move in with her. I believe he’d rather be with her instead of me but is just using me. Why I don’t know. I have nothing to offer. I’m just a worthless piece of trash that nobody wants.