Thursday April 12th

No school tomorrow so that we are free to go to Frankfort. This has been such a strange school year. I am pissed at some of the Hayes crowd over the no school day tomorrow. We were explicitly told not go to to Keeneland because it would look bad, and that is exactly where they are going. Ugh. I am not sure I want to go to their tailgate on Saturday now. I am a definite no if it’s raining. I am a likely no anyway. So I guess when we went to the Capitol to protest on Monday of spring break, that was just novel and fun, you know, buy shirts, make a sign, take a bunch of selfies to post on FB. That concern has waned quickly. It seems that some of my friends are assholes. Things like this really bring out s person’s true colors. It makes me really disgusted with the ignorance and arrogance of some. A republican wouldn’t piss on you if you were on fire, but you go right ahead and vote your poor white ass republican. 

I am still talking (texting) with Greg. An ideal situation for me would be that works out and he and I live happily ever after, I get that HSE job and get eastern KY as my area and I get to do that until I retire.  I don’t know if I deserve to be happy, but it sure would be nice to be- it’s been so long since I’ve felt even fleeting happiness, I don’t even remember what it’s like. Only sad and depression and anxiety and panic and pain. 

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