I ended up coming back. Couldn’t get into the shelter because I already had this room. It was too cold to stay in the car. We sat up and talked until almost 2 am. I thought we had had a breakthrough but this morning his mustache smelled faintly of sex. He had plenty of time to sneak out to go meet the rich pregnant bitch. I just don’t understand why he keeps staying with me when she can afford to help him better financially than I can. I keep wanting to believe he’s staying because he loves me. I discovered that he hadn’t been sniffing paint fumes. It was something in his breath. At some point the smell got worse on his breath and he had been sitting on the bed with me for several hours before.