Boy 2 turns out to be a dick, which I kind of already knew. I was dumb and thought that this time it would be different. He canceled on me yesterday… again. He also left me on open and ignored. At work I see him flirting and playing around with his ex, and not even bothering to notice me. THEN on his Snapchat location he’s in Shady spring ( which is where his ex lives). So long story short I think he’s still in love with her and only wants me when his ex pushes him away. I want to matter to a guy. I’m tired of feeling worthless and only wanted for my body. I want to be wanted for who I am.