He asked me if I wanted to go for a walk so I picked up and disappeared. He never even seemed to notice. He went out to look for cigarette butts and never found me, never even texted me to see where I was. That tells me exactly how he feels about me……he doesn’t. Now I’ve made up my mind to disappear on the second of next month and go back to Dallas to live on the streets. I guess it’s inevitable for me to be on the streets again, all alone. Thrown away like trashed again.
I realize now that I will never have any man’s attention as the love of his life….