Sunday April 22nd

Greg and I had a good time last night- I think. He stayed at my house last night. I didn’t sleep well, but maybe I will sleep better next time. I do think there will certainly be a next time. I think he really likes me. I felt a little anxious this morning- like I wasn’t sure I really wanted him- or anyone in my space- like I wasn’t sure that I wanted to be with anyone- I’ve been alone so long, I guess it will take some getting used to to have someone around. 

Later, that same day… I managed to start having anxiety over this. Ha. Leave it to me. I start thinking about how much I can get hurt if I let myself be all in for this relationship. I don’t think he will hurt me- I don’t think he is that kind of person, but regardless, I am facing the possibility of being hurt. I have an appointment with Lisa tomorrow. She’s gonna be surprised with all that’s gone down since I saw her last. I could fall in love with Greg. I really could. He makes me laugh. He makes me smile all the time. He is the most unassuming, unpretentious man I’ve ever met. I really really like him. 


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