I’m not really sure how I am these days. Having finished exams has really made a difference, I feel. Weirdly though the jaw stuff has been going on. Might be stress about paying off tuition, or the Anime North rush, or always being broke. I smile a bit more. I have very vague goals but at least they’re goals. I want to be fit. I want to feel okay, or that I will be okay. It’s almost a numb stage, yet not quite there. Reconnected with R**** which was nice, and had lunch with T**** to catch up. I think I dissociated though. I look in the mirror and don’t see someone I recognize.