keep going

Well, he couldn’t donate plasma to day because his pulse rate was too high.  Which means no food for a few more days, no insulin either.  I’m going to go try to panhandle so I can get some money for gas and food.  I don’t know what else to do.  He obviously can’t and isn’t going to be able to get some money for either.  Lazy bum.  He could have had another job here by now but won’t even try.  This is as bad as it was with my ex husband.

Now he’s angry with me and won’t even look at me or touch me because they wouldn’t allow him to donate.  It’s for his own well being that if his pulse is too high.  It could cause him to have a heart attack.  But what do I know, I’m just stupid.

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