I was stupid for following Ian to Phoenix. We got here and his car overheated on top of the front brakes not working. He promised that we had a room reserved for the month and it wasn’t and the room is on the second floor to boot. The price is $600 more a month than what he said he was told. He lied to me. There’s probably a woman here he wanted to hook up with. I should have done to Dallas to live on the streets. He can at least he has his sister here he can stay here with her. I have nothing nowhere. Nobody to help me. I’m in a strange city and stranded…. Well, I have enough I can probably get back to Albuquerque with and live on the streets there until I can get my check next month and go back to Dallas and live on the streets there. That’s all I deserve is heartbreak and loneliness.
I bought him dinner and he even refused to eat it. Only drink beer and smoke. I guess that goes to show how much he cares about me.