I’m so scared. I don’t know what’s going on with Ian. He’s turned so mean I’m afraid of him. I don’t know where to go with Murray. I’m going to have to call the police to help get my things and Murray out of here. I just don’t know why he turned so mean on me. He’s probably going to spend all his mother’s money and what he got from his father’s house on beer. In Albuquerque he was an affectionate drunk but something’s turned him so mean and aggressive. I don’t know if I’ll make it to the 3rd of next month to get my check and leave Phoenix. I don’t have anywhere to go.