So I got the job, I don’t know what to do now. I want to quit my current job, I only work about 8 hours a week which is only pushing my bills behind. My boyfriend says not to worry about it that he’ll take care of it, I’ve always been independent so I want to make my own money and not having to worry about not having enough for the next bill. He doesn’t want me to work, he wants me to go too school but, honestly I want to work and as for school it’s going to be difficult when we are sharing my car. He makes good money at he’s job, but I don’t pile all our bills on him. Anyways, I miss the beach, I’ve been wanting to go and get distracted. I want to go on my own though, I want to be alone, sometimes I feel suffocated. Gotta go xoxo goodnight.