Everyday has gotten easier.
Sadly, I don’t think of Gabby any less, or miss her less. I’ve just accepted it. I never cheated on her, or treated her any way then with love and respect she even told expressed it was nothing I had done.
Still I took it so personal, that I’m not good enough. When simply she wasn’t ready.
I’ve been looking to change a lot about my self, and my life lately. A little lost on what direction to go, a little confused on life, in that, I found my self back at church. It’s been a few years, but yet again when I feel lost, it’s where I go. I’m not a super religious person by any means, I even walk the thin line of thinking it’s all bullshit. Some how, I manage to have this ball of ‘Faith’.
I’m not sure if I’ll find what I’m looking for there.
I’m not even sure what I’m looking for, I just know my happy little life is missing something.
Off to work….