Well…I’ve only got 1 1/2 hours left of my 48 hours of community service to do, & I’ll be finishing that this afternoon. Thank goodness! But on a good note, since I’ve been having to work 8am to 4pm, obviously I’ve been awake all day for the past several days. If I can just continue to go to bed at a decent time, I think I can keep my sleep schedule ok. Plus, when I go to the doctor next week, I’ll be getting set up for the CPAP machine, which I’ve been told will help me get better sleep at night. That will be a help for the situation too. So things in that area are looking up for the time being.
My financial situation is definitely NOT looking any better though, I don’t see how it will. I’ve got to figure something out, or I don’t know just what will happen. I’m on probation for shoplifting, but the things I shoplift are necessities, not just bullshit. It’s things like food, detergent, soap, shampoo, stuff like that. And, unless my financial problems somehow get better, my shoplifting will continue in order to keep food for the kids, clean clothes, etc. It’s bad, because if I get caught one more time, most likely I won’t be lucky enough to get probation. Life really sucks sometimes.