Confessions of a Risin’ Star

(Above Pic) Yeezy’s 4 moi…;) 

The evil in my life right now is transportation…

No matter what I do, my curse is to ride around in the scorching heat with no AC. The people I live with seem insistent on keeping things that way. It’s at the point now, that I wish they were n’t even around (ie. alive). 

Yeah, it’s dark, but given all that I’ve been through, their evil has seemed to progress as I’ve triumphed over so much other stuff. So, it feels and appears as though they are being rewarded for my strength, resilience, and perseverance. (You’d feel that way too.)

It’s interesting because they are all religious people. They’re expecting Christ to come through the clouds and rescue them from this hell on earth. (Not that I don’t believe we could use some rescue, but the true rescue happens within.) Who knows? Maybe people are being taken, and we just don’t realize it…Hmm????

I noticed that most of the people following me online are not really into my posts like I am into creating them; however, the ones who are worth checking em out, do. In other words, f*** anyone who does n’t support you. They’re likely not on your level, and they likely deeply wish they could be you, on some level. 

For me, I have found that a lot of the women I have reached out to, expect me to move when and how they think I should. Once I don’t, they lash out against me by way of choosing someone else, as they post so I can see it. Their choices are still predicated on me…

Sounds powerful to me…

I still refuse to have sex with men, but things are n’t looking good in light of choosing any female to get too close to. Which means that I have succeeded in playing hard to get, and not really being authentic with them (unless I want). I dunno, it’s just not worth it, with the ones I interact with, most of the time…

It’s what it is…

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