There are certainly so many times like right now when my heart just aches…it’s broken and the pieces are just lying around aching…I miss Harry so, so much. What am I supposed to do without him? I still can’t imagine living the rest of my life without him…I don’t see how it is possible to ever truly get over something like this. It probably isn’t possible…I just don’t know how on earth people can live on with this kind of pain.
I just need Harry back, I really do need him back. I want him here, I need him here. I can’t believe there is no longer any way of making this right, no way of having him back. My beautiful child, so loving and affectionate. I need him back. I miss him so much and my heart is just aching and aching, it’s thoroughly awful. And it was supposed to be Harry’s third birthday tomorrow…I had him three years ago tomorrow </3 Today it’s been two weeks since he passed away in hospital.