Broken, Aching Heart

There are certainly so many times like right now when my heart just aches…it’s broken and the pieces are just lying around aching…I miss Harry so, so much. What am I supposed to do without him? I still can’t imagine living the rest of my life without him…I don’t see how it is possible to ever truly get over something like this. It probably isn’t possible…I just don’t know how on earth people can live on with this kind of pain.

I just need Harry back, I really do need him back. I want him here, I need him here. I can’t believe there is no longer any way of making this right, no way of having him back. My beautiful child, so loving and affectionate. I need him back. I miss him so much and my heart is just aching and aching, it’s thoroughly awful. And it was supposed to be Harry’s third birthday tomorrow…I had him three years ago tomorrow </3 Today it’s been two weeks since he passed away in hospital.

2 thoughts on “Broken, Aching Heart”

  1. I know you are suffering beyond what words can begin to describe. Special days, like Harry’s birthday tomorrow are especially hard.
    Harry is so beautiful. I love this picture. He looks so happy. You gave him that smile, playing with him and loving him. He is a beautiful boy; he lights up Heaven a little brighter than it was before.

  2. I am so, so sorry for the pain you are feeling now. I cannot even imagine the strength that is within you, to still be here, remembering Harry. Please know that you are not alone in this, and, although I would be presumptuous to say that I understand even a fraction of the pain and grief you are experiencing, I am filled with sorrow and sympathy and I truly hope you can pull through this, and not feel so guilty. You did what you could in your circumstance, and Harry definitely would not blame you for anything. Much much much love and condolences to you <3

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