Sometimes I wish that I could see myself as smth else like a football, I’d kick it and tell it how stupid she is! Absolute fool. What a fool, dummy!
I won’t even mind feeling pain and getting bruised as I kick that me football.
What a dumb, fool I am. Need to put my my priorities straight. Sometimes I feel like I need a break, feel so done.
Have so much more to say but I’ll just hold but it hurts and I feel angry at myself for being a stupid ass.
Should get sleep