Like an idiot, I texted JFN today. I didn’t even have breakfast. It went ok until I called him. Then the lies and the shit started flying. I just hung up on him after he said he didn’t hurt me last time I was around him, in his truck. What was I thinking? I think I wasn’t awake and I forgot how bad he was and the crimes he committed against me like exploitation and all the assault and battery! Oy gevalt!