I keep trying to tell myself it will all work out. It’s only been a couple weeks. I just want to stop hurting. I can’t talk to anyone about it. Every time I try I just make things worse. I want to talk to Steve…he is the only one who actually talks to me. I just feel like a broken record. I don’t know if I’ll forgive myself unless I can get him back. To know that he knows I am being honest. That I love him. I guess I know why it happened and that it will never happen again. I just don’t think he believes me. That will take time, but I honestly thinking space is not what we need. I am sure I’ve lost him. I am alone. I am broken. I don’t want to put myself out there again. I know what I want, and he doesn’t want me back.