I want to be alone and I’m perfectly fine with being single.
But deep down.
I wish I was in a loving relationship with a sweet and caring guy.
One that we will get married, have children and grow old together.
But then I remember the guys I’ve liked in the past and it all crumbles.
The first was sexually inappropriate and the second played me.
I really, really liked the second guy.
I even told him I liked him and he liked me back?
We talked about hanging out and getting to know each other better, but well, he played me and my feeling.
He was already in a relationship.
It’s been 4 weeks since I found out.
And it still hurts like a just found out.
Not many people know that I liked him or knew about “this”.
And I’m going to keep it that way.
Hopefully, I’ll get over him soon.