So we made the decision to move out of state. I am terrified. I have only known one place my entire life. I know this will be a fresh start for us and this may even give me the chance to better myself for my kids. It breaks my heart knowing the little family I still have left in our lives is now going to be over 900 miles away.
Also I am lost about what to do about my relationship. He can be an amazing guy but he has also done some real damage to our life. but this is something you can read about it the posts marked loving an addict.
First entry so its a bit boring and short while I get comfortable and decide how much I really want to talk about.