100 MPH!

Haven’t written although I’ve thought about it every week. Been a month off the Meds. I started meditating again. No pressure…it’s a choice. I didn’t yesterday but I’ve been doing it all the other days. Been a couple of weeks. I think that it is a good thing as it’s busy in my head. Like really busy and fast and I need to keep track of whats going on. Anyway I just can’t hold on to thoughts and I get/bored. I think it’s better that without the meds and I’m glad I’m off them. I still take the sleep stuff and my Dr. will still give them to me. Nice. He’s old and says he’ll be around for the next yr. I wouldn’t be able to work without it and I have to see him for another yr. He gives me 6 months worth. Once I get the last script I won’t need to see him anymore. I have this work thing later this month that I’m sorta stressed about but that I’m no on the meds it will be different and I hope it will be the last time. Either way….I have a 2 week vacation coming up that I’ll take a short road trip….I have a full unpicked 6 weeks for next yr to take. I have only 1 1/2 yrs left to retire and in that I have “hope”. Don’t really buy that stuff but without the meds I need to see that it’s not all bad and I’ll get some of my retirement before I die! Thanks

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