I feel OK today so far. I slept in too late (woke up at 12:00 PM) and in result I feel fatigued. At the moment I’m not doing anything because my dad doesn’t know if he wants me to homework or housework right now, I am leaning towards wanting to do homework, but it would be good to get to the dishes or declutter the disaster that is my desk. I don’t really use my desk much, though, and just pile books on it because I normally do my homework in the dining room. I should probably stop piling shit on it because it’s getting more wobbly than it use to be like it’s going to break. Enough about the good ole desk because it tries its hardest and onto other pressing first world issues!
I try not to change myself for others, but it always helps so fucking much to be decent in someone else’s eyes because they’ll treat you like you’re worth something or care enough to help you. I don’t enjoy being fake and I deeply dislike fake people to some extent, that’s one of the many reasons I don’t really like myself. It’s not like I ever try hard enough to fix myself, so it’s all my own fault like most things are.
I can’t believe you took time out of your day to read this, thanks. I hope you have a good day and many more to come.