Oh my gosh it has been a while! I am so excited to be back and be able to update a little bit. So I started school back up and Im super excited because I finally got in to my program and it looks like ill be graduating in the winter of 2020! This summer was insane in the most calm way. I played softball for the first time in years, I saved up and bought a new car.. I have been getting back in shape and feeling a little better about myself ( I take it day by day). I don’t know I feel as tho things are looking up for me for now. I am starting to gain more control of my emotions and just letting go of the things I don’t have control over. I still have my days as does everyone else, but I am getting by thank God. Man, I just pray that God continues to walk right next to me every day even though I don’t always deserve it.