I caught a cold and I can’t seem to keep anything down. But I don’t really have much of an appetite these days anyway.
Then today I struggled for all day, I had three classes, it was a long day and my head wasn’t here all day.
I just … don’t want to be here. I know its because I’m going through all of this now, but I really want to go home to Colorado, and I want to go see my love, I just want to be with the people I love. I feel so alone and sad here in Berkeley. But I have just to keep picking myself up, and thats the long and short of it. I will be ok. I’m just worried about my love, he’s not doing good at all. But I know he’s strong.
I just want to go to sleep in my bedroom, go see my mom, my dad, my doggos. Not here alone so far away from home.