So this is happening and I’m not sure if it will be a giant waste of money. This past summer I found out I had a giant fibroid on my uterus. Before I even knew what was happening I woke up from surgery and found out I had just had a hysterectomy. They said it was a possibility but I didn’t really expect it.
I honestly never dreamed of having children, but I never thought it would just not be an option for me, or maybe it would just happen spontaneously one day. Hysterectomy is such a giant, scary word. So final. Surprisingly, I never really freaked out about it. I didn’t have an emotional breakdown or get depressed. At least I still have my ovaries I guess. Am I weird? I’m kind of just like… well that happened.
Due to my age, and lack of time to mess around anymore we’re attempting a last ditch effort to have our own children or child. In a million years I never thought IVF would ever be a part of my life. But here we are. Starting October 1st, I’ve been put on birth control pills (which seems kind of weird I know). I’ve always hated “the pill”. It makes me crazy and my boyfriend is currently experiencing it first-hand. My next appointment is the 18th and a few days after that I start all the injections and medications. Wow, this is for real. Is this really my life right now? So weird.