Monday October 8th

I managed to survive school today. My 6th period was TERRIBLE. I don’t know how I’m gonna make it the rest of the year with them. I have to just keep telling myself it’s one hour a day. My 7th period has gotten pretty bad, too. Fuck, they’re all pretty bad except for that 1st period class where I have a para with me. I am so not doing this job anymore. I am going to get the fuck out of that school. FUCK. I’ve gotta find a better gig. I am going to lose my mind if I have to keep doing what I’m doing. I am just going to have to take it one day at a time. Just get through tomorrow and not think about the whole year. Not think about 140 more days with those assholes. I was so frustrated today.I’m tired of yelling to be heard over all the talking. Just fucking tired of it. I’m really about ready to just take the 10 kids in that class that actually want to learn and let the rest of them do whatever. I’m fucking over it. So over it. I have a headache every day. My head is killing me right now. It’s 11 and I can’t fall asleep. I am going to do my best to get through this year, then I’m going to try to get a job at that school right by where I live. It is literally 0.1 miles from my house. I am planning on shooting for elementary. At least for an alternative program of some sort- something non-traditional. Anything would be better than what I’m doing now. Digging ditches would be better. 

2 thoughts on “Monday October 8th”

  1. I wish I could think of some words that would help. Just try and rise above it. Remember that the 10 or more kids that want to learn appreciate what you’re doing, and they are the ones you’re there for.

  2. I never thought about how the teachers feel in class when it goes bad and they could hate being there kinda weird to think about sorry it is so bad

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