I’m spending my first night in my new place. I got champagne to celebrate. haha I’m so extra. I dread going back to school tomorrow. Ugh. I do think this Abilify is helping some. I don’t feel quite as bad as I did, but like I’ve said before, no medicine in the world is going to change my circumstances. I think I want to go to school and get my RN. After I get the associate’s degree, I can finish the BS online. I could then go on and do the nurse practitioner program. I hope this all works out.
Just Keep Swimming
I am a 48 year old adult child of an alcoholic. My childhood could have been a Lifetime movie. I am dealing with PTSD, anxiety, and severe depression as a result. I am working on gaining an understanding as to what this means and learning how to be okay with myself. Some days, just killing myself and being done with it seems like the most sensible option. On those days, I keep telling myself, "just keep breathing in and out, that's enough for today."