Today has been a bit of a bad day.
I had an argument with my parents over the phone, primarily my father. He is upset that I dropped out of the semester and I’m staying in Tokyo with Ayato. I didn’t really try to explain myself, simply because I completely agree with him. He paid thousands of dollars for my tuition, for my semester, for my classes, living expenses etc. However, if I can reason anything here its that I had told him many times I wasn’t feeling well and needed to take a break from school. And two weeks prior to my leaving for Tokyo, my dad had already agreed that it would be best for my mental health to take the semester off. But he told me that I should return home to Colorado.  So when I told them that I wasn’t going to stay in Colorado and was instead going to travel to Japan, he was kind of taken back and pissed. I didn’t want to argue with them. 

I’ve been kind of  bummed today because of it but Ayato told me that it makes sense why my dad is kind of pissed. And I do agree I could have talked to them and let them know whats going on in my life, etc. 

But on the bright side, I am so fucking happy here. Even Ayato is getting back to his old self. He seems to be back to normal, I can see the happiness alive in his eyes again.  I wasn’t lying when I said he was in a really dark place. I got to be there for the love of my life, and I’m gonna help him out and pull him away from that dark place. 

Well, my babe is going to be home soon and I gotta make dinner ready.


2 thoughts on “hl”

  1. I’m so happy for you two again! Your boyfriend is really a gem and I’m glad that you’re willing to be there for him! You both really are connected and I think it’s really not easy to have such a genuine relationship. Since you’re gonna take this semester off in Japan, have u ever thought of learning Japanese? 🙂

  2. Hi! Thank you, Karinto. I appreciate your comments 🙂

    I have been studying Japanese for the 2 years now (prior to meeting Ayato) but now I am going to take classes in Japan to learn. I would really love to be fluent in the next 5 years, however, that is a goal that I am not sure is very realistic, but it motivates me.

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