I’m going back to Berkeley.
I was suppose to take the semester “off” but , I feel I just needed a week or two to my head. I’ve already contacted all of my professors and I am going to resume my studies. It’s going to be a bit crazy for me, but I can handle it. I just don’t want to be a quitter. I can’t stand the thought of giving up because I couldn’t rise to the occasion. Now, I am humble and I can say that I am not going to be good enough to put all my weight and push forward, especially when my loved ones needed me. I’m going back to California tomorrow.
I have to work extremely hard, but thats something I am used to.
My mom is doing great now after her surgery. Even her surgeon and doctor commented that he is so impressed. Michael is doing good too, my dad just ordered him his own custom made doggie wheelchair to help him out for as long as he needs it. And he’s even going to his own doggie physical therapist. Yeah, my parents love to spoil the quartets. But, its inspired my dad to adopt more dogs from the shelters, and not just samoyeds (the quartets are all samoyeds).
My boyfriend is really busy with work and we haven’t been able to spend much time together anymore, sometimes it will be 3 or 4 days when we speak to each other, messages and texts don’t really count to me. But, this is something we have to work out and deal with.