First entry!. I feel like shit today. I couldn’t sleep last night. My head hurts I had to drop my 5 yr old at school. I took the car even though its really close. Didn’t feel like walking, I felt really bad in the morning. I haven’t ate nothing, it already 11:05am. I haven’t been feeling hungry, think im depressed. I started my period 2 days ago so I know its PMS. I have been getting pains in my body. I haven’t taken a shower but I’m going to that today maybe it will make me feel better.
My husband doesn’t understand my anxiety. I don’t have a job and we fight about that because he is the only one working. I have to pick up my son from school but im going in car because I don’t feel like walking. I think walking will make me feel better but i can’t motivate myself to do it. Right now my 2yr old is watching tv and im laying on my couch writing this. I applied to Carls Jr. and the dumbass manager hasn’t called me to work yet. When he calls me im going to tell him to fuck off. He gave me the job but he just says I will call you and he never does.
He thinks im going to be waiting for him. his fuckin stupid. Anyways I don’t know what else to write right now. Will talk to you guys later. My head hurts and its annoying me.